Sitting on these empty steps I realize I am often all alone why is that you might ask...well you see my family is gone,
Sitting here with nothing but faded memories left in my head remembering all those terrible things everyone said,
The echoes of screams deep within my mind I'm lost and alone frozen in time,
Desperately searching for an escape ive got to much on my plate
I'll knuckle down, I'll move on, I'll keep fighting till I'm gone,
I'll fight the fight but I'm loosing my will the stress ive got is the stress that will kill,
Let me close my eyes and gently fade away that just might be my happiest day,
Tired of living,Tired of pain,
Sick of my love being in vain
looseing sleep to tired to weep still standing on my restless feet,
Running hard running fast trying to out run the pain from my past,
I'll live a long. life through misery and and hell because I'm just to stubborn to jump ship and bail,
Inside my head trying to get out hurting knowing theyre love wasnt from they're heart it was words from they're mouth,
Not a true feeling....No it was all a lie it was they're way of telling me to run off and die.




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