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my tears mean nothing to me
i cry so quitely
you cant hear me
in my bed
soaking my pillow
trying to sleep
when i was a kid
scraped my knee
yelled, sobbed
mommy
kisses on my cheeks
tears wiped
feeling all cozy inside
now my heart wieghs too much
it falters behind my ribs and lungs
its killing me slowly
as i try not to cry
i dont want to wake my mother
i dont want to explain how i feel
the feelings
they are too big
and they are too real
my vioce wavers
sobs at 11 47 at night
i calm myself down
with the thought
that i am not going to die
and i watch movies
becuase as long as something drowns out the noise
i cant focus on my feelings
so my tears mean nothing to me
© infinite
you cant hear me
in my bed
soaking my pillow
trying to sleep
when i was a kid
scraped my knee
yelled, sobbed
mommy
kisses on my cheeks
tears wiped
feeling all cozy inside
now my heart wieghs too much
it falters behind my ribs and lungs
its killing me slowly
as i try not to cry
i dont want to wake my mother
i dont want to explain how i feel
the feelings
they are too big
and they are too real
my vioce wavers
sobs at 11 47 at night
i calm myself down
with the thought
that i am not going to die
and i watch movies
becuase as long as something drowns out the noise
i cant focus on my feelings
so my tears mean nothing to me
© infinite
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