I remember when I was kid I was as bright as sun
with time it fade away got occupied in a dark den !
chipping sounds, light winds ,waves of ocean playing with beats of nature swiming with group of friends.
where they went? oh childhood you where worth to be remembered! alas the time have became darkened all way how !and when ?
I came from the big house with a big smiles on my face with time those smiles shrink like the banks of the rivers and shores.
I used to have peace and satisfaction in my heart with time life gets full of remorse and unending pain.
The journey of 19 years feel like a horrible thunderstorm .
Some days are good enough to be remembered like maternal grandparents and there immense love and care .
From dusk to dawn I came all along with the shining smiles and meaning less cries
with time the flip of smiles with cries got reciprocate,
life could be as harsh i have never thought u talk about pain I was there for me all alone during the panic attacks and in every pain





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