I need to know if I can fix it.
This depression I had is madness.
I don't want to be in misery.
Be sold some happy pills.
I want to feel like I believe,
but the darkness has its hold.

Tell me that I can break free.
Kill all of my demons that follow.
Be the person I wanted to be.
Everything is so difficult to do,
I will admit life is never easy.
Sometimes I feel too lonely.
Sometimes I ask how have I,
gotten to this place I am,
where darkness comforts and,
light just seems to blind me.

I've never given up to illusions.
I wanted to throw it all away,
thought that I'd be better over.
Let them continue their path,
because I'm dying, no remorse.
I will never be who I wanted to.

Maybe life is about realizing,
that ideals and expectations kill,
actual dreams and motivations.
Will I ever be who I desire to be?
Can people really change inside?
Tell me cause we need to know,
if what we fight for is even real.
Don't want to waste a whole life,
saying I didn't say what I felt.

Even if all things crumble around,
can I just get some peace please?
Can I be free, can I be happy?
Can I be someone I'm proud of?
Can I find people that care?
Can I really be someone I'm not?

I don't know, all I feel a thorn.
Inside my body it cuts me up.
I'm tired of all the pain I stored.

Can you just take this thorn?
Can you just take this thorn?
Can you just take this thorn?
Can you just take this thorn?
Can you just take this thorn?

Please take this thorn from me.
Just take this thorn all away.
Just take this thorn from my soul.
Just rid me of this nevermind,
this neverending thorn that lives,
right at the core of my soul.

Just take this thorn, just take it away,
whoever is hearing me out there,
just take this thorn away from me,
I'm dying from all the loneliness.

© dats_poetry