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I wish I was special
I wish I was special to you,
but I'm sure you are already playing war with a new toy, the next enemy.

I'm dying to stretch my arm trying to reach you, but I'll be strong.
I'll suffocate my heart to not be controlled by memories so sweet like your poison.

You killed me more than once.
I'm sure you don't even notice I am gone.
The echo of your voice in my heart makes my barrier almost crumble, but I'll resist.
I won't cross the border.

Who are you playing with now?

I'll sabotage any path that can lead me back to you.
The bridge is burning slowly, but it will eventually fall.
It will fall like your mask and the promise of a future together.

What do you miss?

I miss all that it could be.
A false dream.
The promise of an everlasting love.
Feeling at home in your hug.

Heartbreak and confusion,
makes me want to play with fire and being reckless.
But I'll just go back to my sweet loneliness.
Reconnect.
We only live once, I can't waste my life on the wrong ones.

© anaidreV