I know, once u guided me
But i lost again
Have mercy on me
As I lost again

It has been a years
I am struggling to concent with u
I am trying hard
But falling in trap again & again

I don't know what happened to me
I really hate this version of me

I am tired and hopeless
Feeling U are unpleased with me

I beg for short life
I can't commit sin again & again

What if I die now?
How can I justify my deeds
How ashamed would I be
How can I say I am your slave

Oh my Rabb! Guide me, forgive me
Even I am the worst of creature, U ever created
Forgive me, i can't commit sin more

I want to connect with people
Who are close to U
But i have also a fear
What if they go far from U bcoz of me

Give me strength to battle alone
Make it easy for me to walk alone

I can't walk more with this world
Let me come to Your Holy Home

I am sinner yet
Feeling this world is sinner

Call me to your home
I wanna die there

I have to say many more
But i can't say anymore

I am just tired
I am not satisfied with myself
Please guide me again
As I lost again

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