Why couldn’t I have met you
When I was much younger?
I could have now
For what it is that I hunger.
I would have had your children
For You that would have been done.
I would have really loved it,
To bear your daughters and sons.
For now I know you love me,
But being alone
I feel the rejection.
If we had met earlier in life,
I would have chosen your direction.
See, I trust your judgment.
I'd trust you with my life.
There's just one little problem,
I'll never be your wife.
It simply comes down to wanting
What wasn't meant for me.
A life full of happiness,
A future I can't forsee.
And since I don't know what will happen
In my future days to come.
I'll simply keep on loving you.
Until all my days are done..

 
 
© Kristin E. Porter
2007