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Someone Else
I just feel a sadness in my skin,
the nights are neverending.
I hate to say I found a friend,
but this always feels so scary.
How do I not get attached,
and what if they start to fall?
I am hurting and have sorrow.
Not too good to have anyone,
because it makes me crave,
because I end up feeling lonely.
When we are so far away still,
when I feel like a mess by myself.
I wish things were all different.
I'm expecting for the results,
just to confirm all my failures.
I can never escape all the pain.
Sometimes I just feel like I need,
a hug, somebody to hold me.
What am I supposed to do?
You can't really hug yourself,
you can't really be your friend,
I just need what I cannot get,
I just need what I never had,
I just need more than I have.
I think I'm just feeling lonely.
It's been a couple years like that.
Didn't use to be this way at all.
Didn't think it was a problem.
But the ones who made me so,
would not acknowledge so.
So what does it matter really,
if they won't acknowledge things,
childhood trauma and everything.
So what does it matter really,
if I die all alone in the end in life,
I just wish I had someone else.
© dats_poetry
the nights are neverending.
I hate to say I found a friend,
but this always feels so scary.
How do I not get attached,
and what if they start to fall?
I am hurting and have sorrow.
Not too good to have anyone,
because it makes me crave,
because I end up feeling lonely.
When we are so far away still,
when I feel like a mess by myself.
I wish things were all different.
I'm expecting for the results,
just to confirm all my failures.
I can never escape all the pain.
Sometimes I just feel like I need,
a hug, somebody to hold me.
What am I supposed to do?
You can't really hug yourself,
you can't really be your friend,
I just need what I cannot get,
I just need what I never had,
I just need more than I have.
I think I'm just feeling lonely.
It's been a couple years like that.
Didn't use to be this way at all.
Didn't think it was a problem.
But the ones who made me so,
would not acknowledge so.
So what does it matter really,
if they won't acknowledge things,
childhood trauma and everything.
So what does it matter really,
if I die all alone in the end in life,
I just wish I had someone else.
© dats_poetry
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