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darkness that seems to be brightest
again I prefer to stay away from every one
in my house, not in my room .
every fragile wind is knocking the door.
all around their is fragrance of joy .
all around their is charm of new month.
but I m still missing the previous one .
the connection of being alive .
their are many more days , many more years.
their are unlimited memories, their are unlimited wounds.
I m still lying in corner.
with same cartoon in the tv .
i didn't want to be fake .
the real feelings is that, I can't pretend to be fake .
just it is a day , more complex to talk with everyone, whom I didn't want to talk.
where I m blessed again to be like a boy .
and asked again to follow this and that .
that still i should be afraid of everything.
so my dear soul ,
take a nap
fall in deep sleep of dreams.

© Filliefortie