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anxious rambles
are you tired of me yet?
mind running on constant flurry of anxiety
constant crashing, debilitating worries
endless questions, oh it does wonder
are you tired of having to hear whatever im dealing with
of having to lend me your ears?
all my whines, my voice when im in tears?
my everyday complaints, do they bore you?
"she's so always the victim," does it ever bother you?
"she cares about herself too much,"
does it ever make your eyes roll into your head?
do my words, they fill you with dread?
tell me, are you tired of me yet?
i'll hear you out, because i know how it feels
over anyone in the world, i am the one
that have no choice but to deal with
this, whatever, mess of a mind palace
that hot and cold you feel?
in me they come and go without a trace
no shadows lurking behind, no scent
tell me do you still wanna be my friend?
are you tired of me
now?

© lostboyzephyr