dear future me
life's been rad
and I've been pretty sad
the challenges have been pretty bad

it was like playing cards
with the enemy
who will win?
but as usual,they win
because I get carried by my emotions
trapped by the motion
leaving me out of steam

my friends were great
to the extent
I never saw their betrayal
or their backstabbing

it was great
until my 7th heartbreak
the number is sad
my life has been pretty bland
sometimes I hide my emotions
trying to be happy
but all that is just simple irony

living was my only mistake
but should I...