I know in my
Heart,
The goodness
I am capable of.
Giving.
Loving.
Compassionate.
Generous.
But I also know
How evil I can be.
Loving the wrong man
At the right time
Or
Loving the right man
At the wrong time.
Which is it?
I'm not sure.
Loving seems to be
Right,
But feels so
Wrong.
I want love, Just as any other woman does.
Why is love complicated?
Is my love complicated?
I love easily.
I give freely.
I fall hard.
I hurt immensely.
I feel guilty.
I am lonely.
Love?
Is this really love?
 

© Kristin E. Porter
2009