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Why?
Why does every time I'm happy
I have to pay for it?
Why every person who cares me have to
depart away from me ?
Why my favorite things
has to be destroyed
Every time?
Why I have to pay
everytime when
my close one's do mistakes?
Why do I have to comprise for others
every now and then?
Why I have to be a puppet of others every time ?
I know no one can give me answers !
I'm just tired of all that sh*t
I'm tired of running away from my worst life
Which haunts me
every 24 ✖️7 hours
Panic attacks , trauma, amnesia,anxiety, lack of confidence,depression etc.....
Have become an unwanted forever guest for me
Love,care,trust,friendship,happiness,silliness,adore,hope,
self believe etc.....
Are scarce in my life
But why?
Why?
Why God?
Why Only I?
What have I done so bad ?



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