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Addicted
I’d sacrifice my happy
If it meant I lost all the pain
Is it a prison,
Or desired escape

I think I’m ready to trade the pressure on this dam
For all the alcohol and pills
I want to find the bottom of a bottle
Instead of bottle everything up

Damn, I must really be fucked
Actually considering drugs?
But I’d never settle for hugs

Forget all this fake love
I need something strong and real
Let me fade away and forget all the things I feel

Honestly I’d rather be chasing your lies
Than actually getting high
It’s so messed up,
But I don’t think I need to try the real stuff

I don’t need to try something more successful,
Because I think I like the gamble
Of not knowing if you’re going to be all in
I’d risk losing just to have you as a win

You’re a forgiven sin
I’m addicted
To your game

I’m addicted to your pain
Let me savor it
Soak it all in

I’m addicted to the sting
Come hurt me please
I’m addicted to you

It’s all I’m craving
You’re everything I’m thinking

I’m addicted

© Clo_Belle