What do you know about pain? That is the question I have been craving to ask. Pain is silent and it cannot be seen. It is only real when it is felt. Many can't feel pain, they claim their heart hurts or feel some type of way but can't really Internalize that deep dark secret of pain and how it completely takes over your whole body. It's consuming but relief all at the same time. It brings comfort, but engulfs you with anger and fear. Fear of the unknown, and fear of the future. What is life without pain? It let's you know your alive and that we feel. Hate starts to creep in and frustrations beyond your control. An immediate solution is not papalable and knowing that destiny is in control. Not knowing what to do next brings more frustration and defeat. Gut instinct takes over and you just do it. Sometimes it doesn't feel right because what you wanted didn't manifest, but walking this path isn't what you thought it would be. So..... wondering along is the way out. When you cry it releases your emotions and you can see your way out. Pain evolves to contentment and a calmness takes over even though it still hurts. Wanting to grab on to anything or anyone to keep you from drowning in sorrow is something that must be done. Each day with this pain gets easier but still hurts. Each day brings newness and ease but with a little side of anger and hate in the background. There's nothing more to be done but to keep wondering along. 😞
© d.s. Everest