Boy you got my heart hurting. Is my time worth it to you? you take it all and give nothing back, pick up the slack. Stop acting like you could take me or leave me. Sometimes I wish I could go back to when we were just friends.... before I let you in... inside my head with all my deepest darkest thoughts. You know more than what I wanted you to know, now its easy to manipulate. On the outside I look different, something you weren't expecting. You know my emotions are fragile, and every little thing you do drives me crazy. You act like you don't know but when I look in your eyes I can see your demons at work. Baby your like a sugery poison. I can see it dripping from your lips and your finger tips. I taste it every time we kiss. I feel my heart racing when my body meets yours. You taste so good but I know my death will be bitter sweet, painfully slow. I saw all the red flags but ignored all the warnings. You don't love me as much as I love you. I don't want to die alone. Why is it so easy for you to let me go? You come over and act like my home is your safe space. When its time for you to leave your goodbyes are too fast paced. I know your delicious love is fake. Every minute I spend with you I can feel my heart break. I feel like I'm falling apart, these mind games we play are like a fine art. As our fake masks crumble away and our true selves are met face to face will you look at me the same? I see the hunger in your eyes, don't bleed my heart dry. I feel like the prey watching the predator, every fiber of my being wants to run. Apart of me is curious this is hellacious as much as it is fun.