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The negative effects of anti depressants
You ingested pills that have poisoned you, leaving a dark residue in your bloodstream. As a result, you are experiencing strange and inexplicable symptoms that terrify you. The side effects are numerous and difficult to count. Your leg feels weak and jelly-like, while different parts of your body burn and itch. You heard a cracking sound and patted yourself to make sure you're physically intact, feeling relieved that you're still alive.
You only took one pill at 9:00 PM, which has suppressed your appetite and made you feel nauseous. Everything you consume makes you gag, and you don't experience emotions, as if you're emotionally numb. Despite not liking it, you're being advised to continue taking the pills because they are supposedly beneficial for your treatment. However, the longer you stay on this treatment, the more it feels like you're being treated as a sick person. You constantly feel sweaty and have a dry mouth and body, even though drinking water doesn't quench your thirst. You're easily irritated and agitated, and you don't understand why you're shaking uncontrollably. It came out of nowhere, and you're not nervous or anxious. Your stomach hurts, and you're experiencing heartburn, indigestion, and constipation. You're bewildered by what is happening to you.
You feel dizzy and delirious, and your head feels as if it has been punched. You have a sensation of pins and needles, and your vision is blurry. You rub your eyes to try to clear your vision but end up imagining things. You can't trust what you see. You were skinny just a while ago, but now you feel as plump as a watermelon or perhaps more like an orange. You experience a strange sensation of hot and cold at the same time, and it only occurs at night. Your heart is pounding rapidly, causing you confusion and distress. Your racing heartbeat adds to the confusion and distress you're already feeling. Each thump feels rapid and intense, almost as if your heart is trying to send you a distress signal. It beats so fast that you struggle to keep up with its pace, leaving you disoriented and uncertain about what's happening to your body. The erratic rhythm further fuels your anxiety and leaves you questioning the cause of this sudden acceleration. It's as if your heart has taken on a life of its own, detached from your control, intensifying your feelings of fear and helplessness.
The constant thumping becomes a constant reminder of the underlying turmoil within you, amplifying your worries and making it difficult to focus on anything else. Whenever you harm yourself, a toxic and dark residue remains, symbolizing the negative impact it has on your well-being. Intrusive thoughts of self-harm or even harming others have resurfaced, causing distress and confusion. While you had experienced these thoughts in the past, their sudden reappearance has caught you off guard. It feels as though these thoughts are persistent, waiting in the background, and the residue they leave behind taints your awareness and consciousness. The presence of these disturbing thoughts weighs heavily on your mind, making it difficult to find peace or clarity. The presence of these disturbing thoughts weighs heavily on your mind, enveloping you in an oppressive darkness that seems unyielding. They infiltrate every corner of your consciousness, suffocating any hope for peace or clarity. With each passing day, the weight of these thoughts intensifies, casting a sinister shadow over your existence. They whisper in your ear, tempting you towards self-destruction or even the unthinkable act of causing harm to others. The battle within your mind becomes a relentless struggle, as you desperately try to resist their allure and maintain a grip on your sanity. The world around you dims, consumed by the eerie grip of these thoughts, leaving you trapped in a chilling abyss of despair. It is in this bleakness that you find yourself, lost and yearning for an escape that seems increasingly elusive.
© muniraalik
You only took one pill at 9:00 PM, which has suppressed your appetite and made you feel nauseous. Everything you consume makes you gag, and you don't experience emotions, as if you're emotionally numb. Despite not liking it, you're being advised to continue taking the pills because they are supposedly beneficial for your treatment. However, the longer you stay on this treatment, the more it feels like you're being treated as a sick person. You constantly feel sweaty and have a dry mouth and body, even though drinking water doesn't quench your thirst. You're easily irritated and agitated, and you don't understand why you're shaking uncontrollably. It came out of nowhere, and you're not nervous or anxious. Your stomach hurts, and you're experiencing heartburn, indigestion, and constipation. You're bewildered by what is happening to you.
You feel dizzy and delirious, and your head feels as if it has been punched. You have a sensation of pins and needles, and your vision is blurry. You rub your eyes to try to clear your vision but end up imagining things. You can't trust what you see. You were skinny just a while ago, but now you feel as plump as a watermelon or perhaps more like an orange. You experience a strange sensation of hot and cold at the same time, and it only occurs at night. Your heart is pounding rapidly, causing you confusion and distress. Your racing heartbeat adds to the confusion and distress you're already feeling. Each thump feels rapid and intense, almost as if your heart is trying to send you a distress signal. It beats so fast that you struggle to keep up with its pace, leaving you disoriented and uncertain about what's happening to your body. The erratic rhythm further fuels your anxiety and leaves you questioning the cause of this sudden acceleration. It's as if your heart has taken on a life of its own, detached from your control, intensifying your feelings of fear and helplessness.
The constant thumping becomes a constant reminder of the underlying turmoil within you, amplifying your worries and making it difficult to focus on anything else. Whenever you harm yourself, a toxic and dark residue remains, symbolizing the negative impact it has on your well-being. Intrusive thoughts of self-harm or even harming others have resurfaced, causing distress and confusion. While you had experienced these thoughts in the past, their sudden reappearance has caught you off guard. It feels as though these thoughts are persistent, waiting in the background, and the residue they leave behind taints your awareness and consciousness. The presence of these disturbing thoughts weighs heavily on your mind, making it difficult to find peace or clarity. The presence of these disturbing thoughts weighs heavily on your mind, enveloping you in an oppressive darkness that seems unyielding. They infiltrate every corner of your consciousness, suffocating any hope for peace or clarity. With each passing day, the weight of these thoughts intensifies, casting a sinister shadow over your existence. They whisper in your ear, tempting you towards self-destruction or even the unthinkable act of causing harm to others. The battle within your mind becomes a relentless struggle, as you desperately try to resist their allure and maintain a grip on your sanity. The world around you dims, consumed by the eerie grip of these thoughts, leaving you trapped in a chilling abyss of despair. It is in this bleakness that you find yourself, lost and yearning for an escape that seems increasingly elusive.
© muniraalik
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