Hello Sissy
Delete this after you read it, since it will cause you trouble later if you don't, I hope you liked our excursion today, I just wanna say that you're the one keeping me alive rn, cause everyone thinks I'm a burden, mom conceded that a few minutes back, when I said that I could come home cause it was mine home, and she was like no it isn't, make your home and live in it, I love you cause you make me feel home, thanks for hugging me today and even though everyone wants us to sorta be apart for no fucking reason whatsoever I just wanna hold on to you, my sister, you're my victory, seeing you live is my victory, I'm a fool as you know, I'm an absolute douche bag when it comes to others, I just feel like I can't prioritise their shit cuz I ain't love them right. My family thinks I'm good for nothing, infact they've ben saying so for ages, but YOU, you believed in me even though you didn't know me, you said I'd get through, even though your life was fucked up, you never ceased to break into a smile and say I love you and I'm fucking grateful for that, leaving you won't just be a felony it'd also be a betrayal that I'd do to myself. I just dunno how to encompass all my feelings into words cuz they ain't enough, yk just now mom came into my room and switched off the light, I feel the same thing is happening to our lives everyone's closing the lights of our lives, but just know that I'll be clutching your hand tight even if it's the darkest night, cuz I can't let you go, be my downfall, be my death, I can't let you go, cuz you're part of me, and if I ever just run away, know that I love you and cry at night thinking about you, I just think that the only thing in the world that could make me happy is seeing you happy and content, so put on a smile on your face, like you do and Gute Nacht, my sweet

Yours soulfully,
Dada
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