I'm drowning.
I hate this feeling.
I can't do anything,
For, there's no reason of me living.

The water from the faucet continuously flows,
Just like how the uncountable tears in my eyes shows,
My mind keeps on reminiscing the moments where I'm caged in sorrows,
But I'm afraid to be weak, for, I don't want them to know.

I stared at my own reflection,
A tear of mine drops and I'm sure that the lake is now poisoned.
The woman in front of me seems so happy and pure.
Thus, I poisoned her with my own thoughts and there's no cure.

As I search for my reason to live
I saw a river.
But, there's no scratch of life.
For, the liquid is blood--

And I was stiffed.
As the blood continuously drips from my wrist.
I saw my reflection holding a knife
Faking a smile after I end my useless life.

As I take my footsteps towards the sea,
I wonder why the sky turns darkish,
I made my way to the deepest place where I can't see.
all of my hopes suddenly vanished.

Faucet, lake, river and sea.
Whatever it is I can't still see,
What should I do,
Or what should I be.

A simple water mixed with tears.
Is it the water who's greater?
Or is it the liquid who's killing me inside is the winner?
I'm drowning with tears yesterday,
I guess I'll drown myself with blood today
© Theo