out of know where you came ...
hold my hand , cheer me up ...
wipe my tears , listen my all conflublation ...
feel the same strom which ruined me apart..
saw me healing everyday , saw me working every day .. .
saw the strength of not giving up .
saw the love , which was hidden.
you go beyond my smile,
you go beyond my darkness .
yes , sometimes you behave like a stranger
sometimes you are more close then my soul .
out of know where you came .
hold my hand .
you didn't wear the mask that everyone is wearing.
Being sweet infront and poisonous outside.
you feel is like the breezes warmth.
you feel is like trees cooling the sunburn.
not knowing how will be the end .
not knowing how days will pass.
you paragon of virtue.
who saw me with my eyes .
you saw my childish behaviour..
you saw my emotional power .
sometimes it is just a talking to a stranger.
sometimes it is talking to my self.
the strange behaviour kills me more ..
every time in a fearfull state , when you say who are you I didn't know..
when memories fade .
knowing the cruel behaviour of others , I m sometimes cruel to my soul .
the silence I have taken is suffocating too ,
I m getting back to the era of dark .
you saved me once , now pushing me back to that.
you are more sometimes, you are least sometimes.
my feelings are becoming waves of on and off .
Don't be too strange that I forgot to love ...

© Filliefortie