#TranscendingGrief

No-one ever understood me like she did,
But she could never understand herself.
I always felt that we were same deep down,
Tried to reach out when she needed help.

Was it an illusion, cause now it's all gone
All that I'll ever do again is sit by her grave and mourn.

Hate when the sun rises cause there is no hope,
The sun has set long back and it has left me young, dumb and broke.

Feelings of despair have engulfed me wholely,
All I do is grieve and I find that I'm unholy.

It happens because I couldn't save her,
Even though I tried.
Deep inside I was decaying,
Rotting and had already died.

But then one day she spoke to me, as if she was real,
said,"You gotta live for me if you think what we had was surreal."

So I decided with a spark in my heart,
I'd start anew, it'd be a fresh start.

Now I'm here and I feel she's with me,
I can't explain the feeling,
However it's pure bliss see.

Mourning doesn't help, becoming better sure does,
Living can be more fulfilling than throwing yourself under the bus.



#TranscendingGrief