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blackouts.
you ever get that feeling
like you don’t know why you’re here
what your purpose is
and you feel so numb
lightheaded
faded out of reality
feeling so drunk but you’re the most sober you’ve ever been
the heaviest migraine
you cant shake the emotions
and you sit alone
by yourself to wonder
what’s wrong with me?
the desperate need for anyone to tell you you’re okay
but no one’s there
and the wave sucker punches you
delete them all.
delete everything.
throw your phone away.
leave and don’t come back.
don’t tell anyone.
03/19/24
© poeticsofnikki
like you don’t know why you’re here
what your purpose is
and you feel so numb
lightheaded
faded out of reality
feeling so drunk but you’re the most sober you’ve ever been
the heaviest migraine
you cant shake the emotions
and you sit alone
by yourself to wonder
what’s wrong with me?
the desperate need for anyone to tell you you’re okay
but no one’s there
and the wave sucker punches you
delete them all.
delete everything.
throw your phone away.
leave and don’t come back.
don’t tell anyone.
03/19/24
© poeticsofnikki
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