I thought I know it.
I thought I know it all.
I thought I can do it alone.
I thought have gotten all the knowledge required to start life.

I judge life by my strength and knowledge.
I try in using my resources to create things I want,
without telling the creator of the resources.

I waste all.
I waste my time trying to fix things my self.
I waste my life and resources.
I waste the life's of others attach to me,to bless.
I destroyed my on life my self.
I destroyed the plan of the creator concerning my life.

Am left alone.
Am left alone in that room of confusion,
frustrated of life,
frustrated of the rate of challenges of life .

like the prodigal son.
I realised I need to go back to my creator.
I realised I need to start over again, after wasting so much time.
I return to the master to rule all,
to guide me, to teach me.

I stay with him for ever,
I don't want to waste my time and life any more.
I say no to self sufficiency.
I stay.
##The bleeding pen
##The bleeding heart
## in the dark room
##still and calm
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