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Anxiety
Crying is a weakness,
So I turn it into rage,
But you can’t fight people,
So it drives me insane

Pain fills my body,
And runs through my veins,
But I’ll flush it out with coffee,
And call things okay

These scary thoughts are drilling
Consistent and deep feelings-
Surround me,
And pound me-
Into a shallow grave

You can hurt me
Burn me
Break me down
Don’t take a second to look around
At all the destruction you have caused,
Because it can’t be your fault
You do nothing wrong
Don’t tell anyone,
Because you are just a thought

It feels like I’m digging my own grave
Live I’ve been set ablaze
I’m locked in a cage
Everything is a daze

I have chosen so many times whose life I’d save,
So why is everything still okay

You can hurt me
Burn me
Break me down
Shame me
Blame me
Just kill me now
Don’t take a second to look around-
At all the destruction you have caused,
Because it can’t be your fault
You do nothing wrong
Don’t tell anyone,
Because you are just a thought

Grabbing my arms to stop finger trembling
Crossing my legs so you can’t see them shake
Biting my lip-
To ease the worries
Someone help and hurry
It’s really hurting
Take my place,
Or just push me in the…
Flames


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