Its been long doing it ,
Which eats my soul untill today
I thought i will make it best ,
While turning it to worst .
Never thought those results ;
Would take blood of soul untill today ,
Hope ever could return to that day ,
And could change the deed !
Though I know, i can't .
Its now " mistake of the past"
I have to live my life with it ,
Everyday i have to repay the deed .

Everyday i wake up ,
With a grief and with a hope !
To make the wrong , right .
Have sleepless nights and wet pillows .
Making me sad and depressed ,
Hope i haven't done that .
Today i will be living a better life .

Its been long doing it ,
Which eats my soul untill today
Never thought this small thing of the past , Would influence my whole life !
Still This what is truth .
Hope ever could i change it .
Turning everything as it was .
Though i know , I can't .
I have to learn from the mistakes of the past .
Swearing not to do it again .
Its now a past !
Though influencing my present and future.


© Bishal kalita

#mistake