i opened letter..
in thr next second i saw the most beautiful handwritten letter of avni...
i stated reading that letter..
hiii dear freind abhi,
i think its my last letter....
first greet ur mom and dad behalf of me and say hello to them and give a thanks to ur mom from me...
i know when u get this lettee, may be at that time I already left this world..
i dont have much time left so i want to tell u something...
then the letter was blank i pick the next letter then started reading...
hii abhi,
u alredy know every thing about me so u also aware of that with out my surname i dont had any thing...
after my parents death i am alone upto my last breath...
the day when u first came to propose me after o heard ur words..
not only u i am also quite confused about my own words..
when u told me that u love me.. just before that day i got my medical report where doctor mention that i am suffeeing from cancer and it cant be cured soo... i know i dont have much time left..
evry day you run around me.. irritate me.. and ur the most annoying person i knew but ur childish behavior attract me most. some time i envy u for having such a nice parents and such a care free life but i cant get...
u mey think that i am bookwarm but still i had a human heart.. if u started doing ur child like behaviour and annoy a person not only me...
any one in this world can't resist to love u...
u love me, i know but i can't be with u
for ever... i know the feelings of losing some one to whom u love.....
so i dont want to give that exact feeling to u..
i face my lonlyness for my entire life it doesn't look serious in surface but day by day it hard to survive in this aloneness. so i decide to convince u to go far away from me....
u went away to achive ur goal..
but unknowingly u walk away from ur love...
still in this letter i didnt dare to say that i also love u..
i just hope with ur name fame u will achive everything one day..
and at last i have a request :don't try to remrmber me.get a beutiful girl to whom u want to marry. and stay Happy for ever...
their is a gift in my room.. adress is below their.. go and check that painting..
i run to get my car keys and went to the given address after entering to the room i saw thousand of photos of mine painted by Avni..
i am quite socked because i never knew that she had a hoppy as painting. the most beautiful painting is the painting when we fast meet each other...
that painting is drawn in the wall about 7fit fixed canvase in the wall.
paiting name written their as" First slice of love ". in the corner their is a dasy flower drawn in the corner..
those u know the meaning of painting they can tell that dasy flower is the symbol of " hidden love".
i look at that painting i dont know have words to describe how i feel at that time. that every strokes of the brush in the painting broke my heart in thousands of pieces..
Tears ane rolling down from my eyes
in silence i dont have words to express..


after 5years....
i am abhi now my age is around 35..
category -still single
i searched for a girl like u but i dont know why when ever i close my eyes in the winds that blow, in the shadow and the snow. in fragrance of the flowers around me.... i can still feel the presence of u when ever i close my eyes....
someone told me thing are erase by time but some memories are their to whom even time don't dare to change...
and at the end of every thing..
just the feel of your presence is enough to make me smile...
and u r still alive '...,,,
u r still in my memories.....
....The End...
by- @little z