Did the coffee make me tell the truth?
That it's out of my control
That I was disappointed but not surprised
That I'd rather not lose my nerves
That I should pull myself together

Replacing the cowardice and complacency within
That I admit to say "Look, I have no plans. I haven't figured it all out."
But can I be vulnerable to be carefree, forgetting my problems and fear of uncertainty?

Gulping the hesitation and the rest of my fear
Adrenaline may not rush in at the perfect time but come late
What do I know about it?
Although I may not know what to do,
At least, I could act just fine for temporary
Earlier today, it goes for the rest of the day
And for tonight, I'm not planning to play pretend
Being somebody else, again I'm exhausted
This night I'm being completely myself
So, just let me be all by myself...
Let me take a sip, and I won't get mad if you gotta dip


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