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A hemorrhage patient with a tumor history came in.
The surgery began after 10 minutes. Chanyeol was main surgeon while Lucas was assistant. Dr. Do was in observation room when Dr. Lee brusted in. He immediately took the microphone and ordered Chanyeol to step down. Lucas moved in nervousness.
"Stay still Lu." Chanyeol growled
Lucas flinched at this and blood sprayed like a rocket on Chanyeol surgical loupe. The monitor started beeping dangerously.
Before you read
Angust alert! If you are sensitive I advice you turn away. I will hate myself if you cry because of me. Still if you are willing grab a tissue roll.
Okay read
"What the heck!" Chanyeol dropped scalpel and rubbed his face. Blood was weakness. He got triggered; the vampire instincts were acting up. He removed the loupe and held onto wall near by. He was losing control on himself. Everything was getting overwhelming and he was feeling lightheaded. Conceal Chanyeol dont feel. Lucas stepped towards him in worry. Lay and Nayeon were frozen in their places in shock. The vitals were dropping dangerously.
"Chanyeol" Dr. Lee screamed " Get a hold on yourself"
The door opened revealing two people. It was Dr. Do and his assistant Dr. Byun. They immediately took over as Lucas dragged Chanyeol out of operation theater. He brought him to his office. Chanyeol was panting wildly. Dr. Lee came rushing like a storm. Lucas bowed in respect. He immediately turned towards Chanyeol and examined him. They fed him his medicine and after a while Chanyeol regained his senses.
Chanyeol was sitting on sofa with his head down beside him stood Lucas who was shivering in his pants. Dr. Lee was twirling the paper weight here and there while sitting on chair. There was an awkward silence in the room. After sometime Chanyeol sighed and got up to leave the room.
"Where do you think you are going young man?" Dr. Lee growled stopping Chanyeol in his tracks
"I am going to check on my patients uncle." Chanyeol sighed.
"On which grounds exactly?" Dr. Lee squinted his eyes
"On my professional grounds." Chanyeol opened the door.
"If you step out of this room it wouldn't be nice" Dr. Lee said in angry voice.
"But this is my job uncle." before Chanyeol could complete his sentence a paper weight came flying and shattered right in his feet. Due sudden noise and weakness from attack he stumbled and fell on floor. Poor baby got scared
"Before you go anywhere first give me reason of operating on that patient yeol"
Dr. Lee questioned Chanyeol
"Do you have any idea what you did today? I am tired of your childish nature. You could have refused her and sent her to some where else. It's only luck she is alive. You were about to screw everything"
"Sir stop please be gentle."
Lucas pleaded knocking Dr. Lee out of his wrath. Chanyeol eyes were cloudy, tears were flowing down his cheeks and breaths were coming in an irregular manner. Dr. Lee hugged elf.
"Grow up Chanyeol you scared shit out of me son. Do you have any idea what would have happened if you transformed. You will be forced out by human race. They would think you are a monster"
Dr. Lee brusted into tears
"How will I be able to protect you if you are being careless. I told you not to take on complicated surgeries but you never listen"
"Sir it was my fault"
Lucas was already crying over this paternal moment. Dr. Lee has always held Chanyeol dear to his heart like this. Dr. Lee stood up and wiped his tears
" Whoever fault was it just be careful both of you boys. Rest now Chanyeol I dont want to see you moving around here for a week."
Lucas closed the door and picked up Chanyeol. Before he could say anything his pager rang. Chanyeol softly told Lucas to leave and lied down on sofa while hugging the cushion.
Silence and his demons; he hated being this weak, helpless and low. As the night proceeded cold grew more fiercer. It was end of December and everything was freezing in Seoul. He never got up to turn on heater. Suffer you are a monster Chanyeol you deserve pain. He kept hugging the cushion soothing his heart while staring outside the window. The way his uncle talked it broke him.
"Why I am like this?"
"Was I wrong to help that woman?"
"Why I am so weak?"
"Am I really a monster?"
Your brain is the control centre of your body. It acts just like a CPU. Thoughts, feelings, events and emotions are processed by it. Like a Netflix it captures, processes and plays everything. If you control it; it ought to turn out into your biggest power. If not it can bully you for life long.
Chanyeol got up from sofa with wobbling knees. When he held onto door he remembered his uncle's obnoxious expressions. Just then he closed the door and sat on floor.
"I can't face anyone they will make fun of me. I am a monster. I need to hide. I am a disappointment. I cause trouble for everyone. I am a burden good for nothing."
with this Chanyeol brusted into tears and cried his heart out until he fell asleep. Little did he knew the spell he was putting around him by over thinking and making assumptions which was far more dangerous than anything.
____________
Thanks for reading
© Real_Ghostie97
A hemorrhage patient with a tumor history came in.
The surgery began after 10 minutes. Chanyeol was main surgeon while Lucas was assistant. Dr. Do was in observation room when Dr. Lee brusted in. He immediately took the microphone and ordered Chanyeol to step down. Lucas moved in nervousness.
"Stay still Lu." Chanyeol growled
Lucas flinched at this and blood sprayed like a rocket on Chanyeol surgical loupe. The monitor started beeping dangerously.
Before you read
Angust alert! If you are sensitive I advice you turn away. I will hate myself if you cry because of me. Still if you are willing grab a tissue roll.
Okay read
"What the heck!" Chanyeol dropped scalpel and rubbed his face. Blood was weakness. He got triggered; the vampire instincts were acting up. He removed the loupe and held onto wall near by. He was losing control on himself. Everything was getting overwhelming and he was feeling lightheaded. Conceal Chanyeol dont feel. Lucas stepped towards him in worry. Lay and Nayeon were frozen in their places in shock. The vitals were dropping dangerously.
"Chanyeol" Dr. Lee screamed " Get a hold on yourself"
The door opened revealing two people. It was Dr. Do and his assistant Dr. Byun. They immediately took over as Lucas dragged Chanyeol out of operation theater. He brought him to his office. Chanyeol was panting wildly. Dr. Lee came rushing like a storm. Lucas bowed in respect. He immediately turned towards Chanyeol and examined him. They fed him his medicine and after a while Chanyeol regained his senses.
Chanyeol was sitting on sofa with his head down beside him stood Lucas who was shivering in his pants. Dr. Lee was twirling the paper weight here and there while sitting on chair. There was an awkward silence in the room. After sometime Chanyeol sighed and got up to leave the room.
"Where do you think you are going young man?" Dr. Lee growled stopping Chanyeol in his tracks
"I am going to check on my patients uncle." Chanyeol sighed.
"On which grounds exactly?" Dr. Lee squinted his eyes
"On my professional grounds." Chanyeol opened the door.
"If you step out of this room it wouldn't be nice" Dr. Lee said in angry voice.
"But this is my job uncle." before Chanyeol could complete his sentence a paper weight came flying and shattered right in his feet. Due sudden noise and weakness from attack he stumbled and fell on floor. Poor baby got scared
"Before you go anywhere first give me reason of operating on that patient yeol"
Dr. Lee questioned Chanyeol
"Do you have any idea what you did today? I am tired of your childish nature. You could have refused her and sent her to some where else. It's only luck she is alive. You were about to screw everything"
"Sir stop please be gentle."
Lucas pleaded knocking Dr. Lee out of his wrath. Chanyeol eyes were cloudy, tears were flowing down his cheeks and breaths were coming in an irregular manner. Dr. Lee hugged elf.
"Grow up Chanyeol you scared shit out of me son. Do you have any idea what would have happened if you transformed. You will be forced out by human race. They would think you are a monster"
Dr. Lee brusted into tears
"How will I be able to protect you if you are being careless. I told you not to take on complicated surgeries but you never listen"
"Sir it was my fault"
Lucas was already crying over this paternal moment. Dr. Lee has always held Chanyeol dear to his heart like this. Dr. Lee stood up and wiped his tears
" Whoever fault was it just be careful both of you boys. Rest now Chanyeol I dont want to see you moving around here for a week."
Lucas closed the door and picked up Chanyeol. Before he could say anything his pager rang. Chanyeol softly told Lucas to leave and lied down on sofa while hugging the cushion.
Silence and his demons; he hated being this weak, helpless and low. As the night proceeded cold grew more fiercer. It was end of December and everything was freezing in Seoul. He never got up to turn on heater. Suffer you are a monster Chanyeol you deserve pain. He kept hugging the cushion soothing his heart while staring outside the window. The way his uncle talked it broke him.
"Why I am like this?"
"Was I wrong to help that woman?"
"Why I am so weak?"
"Am I really a monster?"
Your brain is the control centre of your body. It acts just like a CPU. Thoughts, feelings, events and emotions are processed by it. Like a Netflix it captures, processes and plays everything. If you control it; it ought to turn out into your biggest power. If not it can bully you for life long.
Chanyeol got up from sofa with wobbling knees. When he held onto door he remembered his uncle's obnoxious expressions. Just then he closed the door and sat on floor.
"I can't face anyone they will make fun of me. I am a monster. I need to hide. I am a disappointment. I cause trouble for everyone. I am a burden good for nothing."
with this Chanyeol brusted into tears and cried his heart out until he fell asleep. Little did he knew the spell he was putting around him by over thinking and making assumptions which was far more dangerous than anything.
____________
Thanks for reading
© Real_Ghostie97
