If I could just shut the door at times.
letting nothing enter the realm of possibility.
letting some of the connections die and whether away.
while others blossom and flourish so I can enjoy them to the fullest.
I truly need my sleep, Willow trees weep, and I must take take care of who I am for only have one body.
I have definitely stumbled upon a Twilight zone with hardly anything making sense because I'm exhausted.
I'm just laying here wishing I could have a night of drinking, of solitairely and enjoying my own company.
meditating upon my reality as I reach deep within to begin my healing process.
listening to my own narrative, my own breathing for once, conversate with myself so I might not lose my identity.

so many stars within the galaxy so out of reach of one another, planets falling in line while astral bodies do the exploring of one another as so many sleep and go about their daily lives.

comprehending my inner narrative, my story at hand, and trying to define what truly is a good possibility of livelihood.
distractions casting shadows upon the walls only fill a hole of delusionment.
squirrels ,squirrels everywhere and once more just being distractions.
Wake up before it's too late!
escape while you can!

the stress of it all is collapsing within itself, transforming my true identity to become one with the lost. eventually I'm going to have to try to grasp old of something solid. something worth value within my daily life and my daily walk.


© Life is amazing, if you let it be!