Dedicated to my BFF and homeboy Ansh Jaiswal, and good friend and fellow hip hop rooter and the one who provided the inspiration for this story Mr Daniel Moore, also my inspiration and the Original Thug Mr Lesane Parish Crooks aka Tupac Amaru "Gangsta" Shakur aka Makavelli.

So hey guys, its my first story on this platform, I'm especially happy since I'm back after 2 years of having a different hiatus altogether, so now I'll get a things straight, first off this story contains a lot of profanity,mention of drugs and illicit substances, also a lot of racism is involved so strictly for audience above 15, also I'll be writing Bengali using English words,since this is going to be a billingual novel, so those of you whose native language isn't bengali, or you're not able to understand it, just copy paste it in google translate, and translate it to your mother tongue or English, and secondly if you are a crazy hip-hop fanatic like me, hit me up on youtube, and we can have a blast, that was all, enjoy! Also I do not endorse or support the behaviour described in this book, also remember, consumption of drugs, alcohol, cigarettes is injurious to health and might be fatal, and I neither encourage nor insist people to do so, if you're in such a bad chain, break it, you'll surely feel better, also I hate racism and strongly condemn it, it shouldn't happen to anyone, it does not matter who, if you see it happening anywhere, stand up and protest, thanks for reading.


1 bochor age
Nah, neshata aaj kichuta jordar hoye geche, bari firchi hete, kintu mone hocche jeni hete na, urte urte jacchi, sorirta odbhut ekta halka laggche, na na oi stress relieved hoye gele jemon hoy temon na, eta onnorokom ekta, bole bojhate parbo na, apanke nijeke neshata korte hobe bojhar jonno, oneke naak shitkoben, bolben ajkalkar chelegulo sotti e ucchonne geche, tobe bisshassh korun amar jaygay apni thakle apni o thik ei kaaj tai korten, bisshash hocche na, accha 7 bochor er premika chilo hotath shunlen je se pregnant ebong bacchata apnar na, ebar, aro shunun, apnar 21 lakh taka kharach koriye, sobdota kheyal karun, ami furti koreche bolini kintu, karon meyeder orokom chahida thaktei pare, ote ami kichu mone kori na, aar baaper taka ache jokhon tokhon kharach ta korbo na keno bolun toh? Ei sob er majhe mone holo barir dorjar samne ami pouchechi, naki ami halucinate korchi? Dorjata khule gelo, Mitapisi dariye, "Mejh dada babu apnare daktiche, baranda thike apnare dekte paiche tai, bel bajan nai kan". Uttor debar proyojon mone korlam na, dhuke dekhi chotda dariye, chokhe kathin drishti," Kothay chili eto raat porjonto? Kon Jahannam theke firli", golar parad o jhannjh barchhe, ami eronor jonne jei na bolechi,"Chotda aaj clanto,ami...", amni eshe amar chuler muthi chepe dhorlo, "Gandu, bol kothay chili, bol,sala, noile aaj ekhanei pute....", kothata sesh korlo na dekhe or dike chailam, eki drishti sampurna paribortito, raager jaygay ekhon bishhoy o obishassh,sara shorir tharthar kore kapche"Tui, tui drugkhor, tui drug nicchis aajkal.", golay abisshash sposhto,"Chotda puro byaparto shon, Mekhla....", ebaro sesh korte parlam na, sapate chor koshalo age," Chupp banchot ekdom chup, ekta kotha bolechis ki, sunte chai na onno kichu, chi, aaj amader poribarer sommane iti parlo, Roychowdhury bongsher chele drugkhor, thakurda beche thakle lok deke toke chabukpeta korten tarpor rastay ber kore diten." Ami aar nijeke dhore rakte parlam na, "Tahole de na, tai to tora chassh, tui,bapi sobai, sudhu dadabhai chara, o jobe theke geche, tobe theke to amar upor lagamchaara ottachar korchis, tui janish Mekhla is pregnant and I'm not the father, sei loktar sathe o elope korche khobor rakish tora", chechiye kothagulo bole hapiye uthechilam ekhon sofa e dhop kore boshe porlam, ebar dekhlam or galar shorr ta ektu palteche,"Ki, Mekhla, jah ki bolchis, hotei pare na, ami bisshash kori na,","Amio korini prothome, kintu o nijei phone kore bollo je aaj theke sob samparko chinno korlo, ami jeno or khoj na kori, bondhura bolche bhaloi hoyeche kintu ami j aar bachte chaichi na re Chotda", amar gola bhenge gelo."Dekh kintu tor drug newar byaparta..........", "DRUG!!!", amra dujonei chomke uthlam, ghure takatei shock khelam, Bapi, ami jani ebar Chotda o bhoy peyeche karon jodi byaparta Bapi nijer hathe ney tahole dujoner parinati i khub kharap hoy. Babar mukh bajro kothin, "Dhoirjo, tumi drug niyecho?", bhalo naam o tumi sambaddhan, mane aaj amar nishtar nei,tao bachar sesh cheshta ta kore sotti kothata bollam"Hyan bapi, ashole.....",songe songe ekta birashi sikkar panch anguler thaba amar gale eshe porlo, ebong songe songe amay ke ekta thelte suru korlo, sunlam bapi bolche, thanda himsital shore, "Beriye jao bari theke aaj theke e barite tomar thai nei aar"." Bapi please", Chotda egiye elo,"Chup kar Choton, atkate ashle tuio maar khabi", bapi date dat chepe kothagulo bolle, ami jei na ektu sorte gechi, omni arekta char, ebar aar dujoner kotha sunte pachilam na, pore jete jete bujhlam ami ononto nidray toliye jacchi.


Presently
I spat blood out of my mouth, it had been a rough day, fighting those boys from South Watts wasn't fun and none of us had a good deal, Shaman Bansal aka Apocalypse had a blackeye, Asman Jain aka Inferno had a bloody lip and Harish Aggarwal aka Doomsday had a twisted arm, none of us had it great, but anyway, the boys' went to their girlfriends' houses, I was currently at Fionna's and it was just she and her mom, there, "Damn, so even Armageddon gets beat, eh?", Mrs Chadwick joked upon seeing me, Fionna was already patching me up, I didn't wanna retort because she is a really wonderful lady, and I knew she had done it under the impression that I would be cheered up by the joke, it was painful to be honest all that dipping of antiseptic and stuff but Fionna's touch made it so much better, I had finally found refuge in her 9 months back and since then to be honest my life has been like heaven, I think we need to refashion the saying, it should be, "Behind every succesful man there is an angel", they ain't women folks, they don't make em like that from where I come, my mom had died while delivering me, luckily I had survived, I had never known love, like selfless love, my brothers gave it rough,especially my immediate next, well anyway I had found bliss in Fionna, and what is even more amazing she says she has found bliss me, i am like what the fuck girl, angels don't find solace in demons and pigs, do they? She chides me everytime I say that, damn, do I deserve her, I was all different in the beginning, I had stopped believing in all the happily ever afters, most women were sluts to me, and I treated her as one, I thought of her as a gold digger, going after a rich dad's spoilt-ass son, but my only consolation is that I told her all that I had thought about her, all that contemptuous stuff, sad for me she said nothing, ran her fingers through my hair and ruffled them,"Well sweetie its nothing new that I'm hearing I knew it already, and very few, if any people would have had the courage to confess it." Well love is in the air they say, and so true , it is, her exhaled breath was fresh air, think I'm exaggerating like those cringe ass romances that you get to witness? No my dear lads and ladies, its a hundred percent true embellishment of selfless love.
"What up, mah nigga, alright now, after ya girl patched ya?", I jumped as a hand patted me on my back, totally engrossed in my thoughts, I was caught off guard, but it was nothing to fear, it was homie Apocalypse,"You're a crazy ass nigga you know that Aiddy?","Hanging around with you Den, gotta be strong, gotta stand up to motherfuckers tryna do us in, well whatcha we waitin' for, everybody's back at the studio, we planned to record Can't call a G a kid can ya".
Driving by the studio to the parking lot, I saw a black Cadillac with silver stripes on, "Weird design innit Aiddy?", "Sure it is Den",he frowned.
"Ah what up my niggas Egga and Moozy? Fuck it Mooz, ya taking a walk in this condition?", "Den mah nigga, I spill more stuff and lose more stamina after jerking off to hentai, those softcore niggas so soft, I could feel they pussies", said Inferno" Ok anyway, everyone take your places, we're starting", Aiddy said, shoving this conversation, away, but no sooner than these words came out of his lips than there was a sound of an LMG showering bullets towards us, Jesse Hyde, the manager yelled,"Get down lads, get down everyone",and we followed suit, the room shook with the the sound of rattling bullets for what seemed like an eternity to me, after that I found blood trickling down my face, and when I looked around I heard a cop van coming, I looked around and shivers ran down my spine, Aiddy was there, his face drenched in raw blood, and as I looked he spoke the last words of his life, "De...n fl.e....ee", and after that his head drooped and it simultaneously went pitch black for me.



Thank you for reading till the end, I hope you enjoyed it, Chapter 2 coming soon, stay tuned for updates, till then goodnight and sleep tight fellas and senoritas!!!!!


© Dhritiman