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DIARY ENTRY II
September 18-19, 2023

Lately my days have been monotonous and that, I'd say, is mostly because of my online friend. At this point I desire to be a majestic bird living in the Philippines then, and only then, would it be easier to make my way to his house and domesticate myself as one of his pets. Oh how absurdly creative my words get whenever my emotions get miscellaneous. My current matters of the heart are battling my sense of logic. I am in love and I cannot be with the person I love owing to the distance between us, which is a factor in the increase of the love I have for this person. It's also a tragedy for one to love someone who is in love with someone else, how I never thought I might find myself in a situation of this kind, but here we are.

I would like to think that you have gathered just about enough courage to declare your feelings towards the person you love and that person has, in turn, been feeling the same and now you two are an item. That might explain why you are increasing the distance between us, perhaps you think I might be emotionally bruised if you were to tell me your good news. Yes I admit, I will be a bit bruised, but most importantly, as I aforementioned that I will truly be happy for you, truly speaking. But I might be wrong about making such an assumption, only you can confirm my absurd theory.

Your silence is like a sly thief on a mission. My question is, why is my heart the target, I mean one cannot live without a heart, can one? So how do you expect me to continue my existence if you succeed in your mission?


© Adrian Richelieu

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