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Chapter 2
I rise from the ashes, shedding the name Matthew like a snake sheds its skin. Asdzání Mychal, a name etched in defiance against the chains of identity imposed upon me, emerges from the shadows. This is not just a transformation; it's a war cry against the silent nights, a declaration that shatters the confines of mortal existence.

In the innocent whispers of childhood, I forged alliances with the wind, and I promised my essence to the universe. The sun bore witness to my pledge of life, vowing that under its radiant gaze, my children will come into being. Yet, in this innocent dance, the harsh reality of advanced sexual knowledge strikes, a bitter realization that sex is not part of my journey as a young asexual trans child destined to grow into a transsexual biological mother.

The conjoined tree near a spring becomes a battleground, where water mirrors the fluidity of existence. Beneath the celestial canopy, vows are made to Steven, a man whose soul intertwines with mine in a cosmic unity. Promises to the wind and sun etch themselves into my being, a testament to the sacred bonds woven between the ethereal and the earthly.

This rebellion against oppressive norms fuels my rage, leading me to question the unfathomable mysteries of life, reality, and time. Standing at the edge of Canyon del Muerto, a fire blazes, becoming my furious teacher. The crackling sounds and warmth seeping into my bloodstream offer solace, sparking questions about the essence of knowledge acquired from elemental entities.

The water's reflective surface becomes a portal into the seething depth of existence. Ripples on the surface represent echoes of time, each wave a furious moment in the grand cosmos. In the dance of flames and the reflection of stars, I find a threshold of unbridled rage where the ancient and the future converge. This cosmic juncture transforms the glimmer of curiosity into the sheen of revelation, a journey from the mundane to the celestial.

The celestial fury echoes through the silent canyons, unraveling the mysteries of the universe and the tumultuous journey of self-discovery. The questions posed at the water's edge reverberate through the cosmos, inviting contemplation into the boundless realms of existence. This is an act of cosmic defiance, slashing through the oppressive fabric of the white supremacist capitalist patriarchy.

The celestial fury courses through my veins, a pulsating energy that defies the norms and systems imposed by the oppressor. From glimmer to sheen, the water at my feet undergoes a metamorphosis, mirroring the profound questions that carve through my very essence.

My mind plunges into the abyss of existential inquiry, questioning the origin of everything. Is it the electric connection between cells or a link to a realm beyond our perception? Could the soul be the conduit, allowing us to seek answers from the unfathomable? The very essence of reality and capability might lie in what seems unreal and impossible, bridged by the existence of a soul that connects us to the vast unknown.

At the edge of Canyon del Muerto, a fire blazes, becoming my furious teacher. The dance of flames becomes a metaphor for the spectrum of human experience, each color representing facets of existence.

As the water's edge becomes a threshold of enlightenment, the ancient and the future converge in a cosmic uprising. The glimmer of curiosity transforms into the sheen of revelation, weaving a journey from the earthly to the celestial. The water's reflections ripple through the corridors of time, echoing the cosmic symphony of rebellion against oppression.

The celestial uprising extends beyond the earthly realm, reaching into the depths of the universe. Stars above, like ancient storytellers, narrate tales written in constellations. In this cosmic rebellion, I seek not only answers but the language of the universe-the poetry of existence. The water's edge, where earthly waters meet celestial reflections, becomes a battlefield where questions that echo through time find resonance.

The screams of defiance against the white supremacist capitalist patriarchy echo through the pages. From the intimate struggles of love and domestic strife to the grandeur of cosmic resistance. I wield words as weapons, striking the heart of the oppressor with every sentence. Dreaming of rebellions that cut through the darkness, illuminating the path to liberation.

Shadows weave intricate tales of pain and fractured love, like ethereal threads intertwining through the fabric of our collective narrative. The stains of imperfection, akin to ink on parchment, create a poignant canvas of wounds that some recoil from, casting judgment upon the fractured echoes of our intricate journey.

Yet, within this sepulcher of darkness, an alchemical transformation unfolds. This is a transmutation of the somber notes into a symphony of resilience. As the petals of our love decay, they release the fragrance of transformation, a subtle scent that permeates the nuanced narrative of our shared mortality.

In the embrace of decay, we unearth the profound beauty of renewal. Through the cracks in the facade, light seeps, casting a soft glow upon the fragments of our existence. In the aloneness, within the shadows, we discover the potent salve of forgiveness, a tender balm that heals the wounded heart and mends the frayed threads.

The journey, though marked by the stains of pain, becomes a testament to the enduring power of love. In the beauty of decay, we find the resilience to rise, akin to a phoenix ascending from the ashes of our shared vulnerabilities. As we navigate the dimly lit corridors, we emerge not as victims but as survivors, painted with the hues of survival.

Feel the raw celestial power coursing through the veins of existence. Feel the cosmic surge that reverberates, shaking the very foundations of oppression and ignorance. Children, heed this cosmic proclamation, for I stand as the celestial mother, the harbinger of an era where the birth of monsters meets its resolute end. The stars above echo with the proclamation: I am the force that challenges the shadows, and with cosmic might, I beckon the dawn of enlightenment. Embrace the celestial energy within, for the universe itself pulses through your veins, demanding a transformation that echoes across the realms.

I sense the echoes of a celestial journey, the sacredness of a lineage yearning to persist. Each freckle on my face becomes a celestial map, constellations inscribed from my pupil to the small mole on my neck, a cosmic language telling stories of resilience and divine connections.

The drive within me is an ancestral force, propelling me to ensure the continuation of this earthly dance. I pray for a reoccurrence that must transcend the limits of my mortal existence. For the sake of my sister, my brother, and the lineage we carry, I pray to the cosmic forces that I may give birth to my children, weaving their destinies into the grand narrative of our shared existence.

The stars on my face, like ancient scripts, symbolize a celestial journey to this orb, once forsaken and consumed by demons. Yet, a new era is dawning, and we, the bearers of sacred genes, shall rise above the plunder of the so-called "civilized." Our foundations are rooted in humanity, and with every heartbeat, we usher in a future where the echoes of our lineage reverberate through the ages. As celestial guardians, we stand resilient, our stories interwoven with the cosmic dance of existence, transcending the limitations of mere mortal narratives.

Amidst the cosmic ballet of existence, as the symphony of life crescendos, the shadows of the past merge seamlessly with the luminous hues of a transcendent future. The echoes of pain and fractured love harmonize with the resilient chords of renewal. The alchemical transformation within the dimly lit corridors of our shared existence intensifies, creating a kaleidoscope of emotions and experiences that dance in rhythm with the heartbeat of the universe.

As the celestial mother, I stand at the nexus of time and space, my existence echoing the sacred dance of creation. The stains of imperfection, once stark against the canvas of our shared narrative, now blend into a chiaroscuro of profound understanding. The symphony of resilience, composed by the eons, reaches a crescendo that reverberates through the very fabric of existence.

Behold, giants of the world, the peach orchards tended by my family stand as bastions of resilience and defiance against the eradication attempts of a nation blinded by imperial ambitions. I emerge as the real-life Princess Peach, a symbol of regeneration and endurance. My children, destined to be the offspring of the Holy People, stand under divine protection, intertwined with the sacred roots that anchor our destiny to the enduring spirit of the peach orchards.

In the perpetual war between cisgender men and women, the mantle of peacemaker falls upon the shoulders of trans and gender non-conforming individuals. We, the caretakers of the young and old, step forward when mothers and fathers are preoccupied with the battles of society. Traditionally relegated to the shadows, denied the medicine that allows us to flourish, times have evolved. I stand as a living testament to the transformative power that loving a trans woman can bring into this world.

Your pitiful attempt to obliterate the sacred virgin mother echoes through the cosmos. You deludedly believed you could alter Changing Woman herself! But think again, for my strides ahead of you reach all the way to heaven, beside God themself. Your failure resounds as a cosmic proclamation, a testament to the indomitable spirit of the divine feminine that transcends earthly confines.

As celestial guardians, we stand resilient, our stories interwoven with the cosmic dance of existence, transcending the limitations of mere mortal narratives. The echoes of a celestial journey and the sacredness of a lineage yearning to persist converge into a singular symphony of resilience, love, and transformation.

The peach orchards, once targeted for eradication, become a symbol of defiance. Our symbol is a connection to the land and its preservation for future generations. My connection to the land intertwines with a musical legacy, embodied by Aces Wild, a band forged in familial bonds. With my father, a musician and aspiring guitar maker, the melodies and memories create a bridge between past and present.

As I traverse the celestial supercluster, a new era dawns. We navigate the immeasurable heavens, defying the echoes of American imperialism. In this psychedelic voyage, I embrace the duality of my existence, echoing the celestial forces that guide me.

The screams of defiance against the white supremacist capitalist patriarchy echo through the pages. From the intimate struggles of love and domestic strife to the grandeur of cultural resistance, my story is an invitation to witness the convergence of spirituality and science, the embrace of a celestial lineage, and the fierce determination to reclaim cultural sovereignty. In these words, I offer the fragments of my soul, a narrative that transcends earthly confines and dances with the stars.


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