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In the path of life
Chapter 1(Love and Pain)

Hi there, you reading my story, I appreciate the fact that you have taken out the time to infact look at a young girl's incessant blabbering when you could have done so many things, there are millions of videos on YouTube, Pornhub, millions of games on Playstore, thousands of books on Kindle but instead you chose to come here and I'm so very glad that you did, cause I was feeling lonely, I always do.

This story basically has no beginning, cause even though it's my story it also could be any other girl's story as well. Now at times you might come across content that is grotesque and harsh and you might be inclined to leave, but if I'd urge you to finish it, since it wouldn't make sense to you why all of it happened, and don't worry whatever happened just happened, I still live with a smile on my face and have zero regrets.

So, to begin, I am from a small town called Bergzov in Histavia. My parents were quite well off and I never really knew what poverty meant. I went to a private school in the capital of Guvostrad. There I made a number of friends with other girls and boys. Some of them were Julia, Angie, Irvin and Benedict. Julia was the bubbliest girl her age, Angie was the quite type and very diligent, Irvin was the handsome guy who was incidentally too kind and Benedict was the people's person, compassionate and understanding.
I had a huge crush on Benedict, which was surprising for most people because most girls swooned for Irv, well I am an introvert, and it has been the same since childhood, I could never muster the courage to go and tell him how I felt, Angie and Julia knew how I felt, and one day Jul told him, we hung out together, the five of us, so in the evening when we were just hanging around, riding our bicycles, Ben slowed down a bit while the others chattered and moved forward, and as I was gonna do the same, Ben whispered," Hold up Emma I have something to say to you." I was petrified, did he know but that was impossible. He started, "This morning Jul told me about the you know", he gulped,"crush". I was frantic, " No Ben, I'm so sorry, I never meant it like I'm so sorry you had to find out this way I just....", I was just blabbering on and he was stumped, and he just said, "But Emma, Emma,EMMA listen I love you ok, and I wanted to say that to you too.", and I just stopped, I couldn't move. It couldn't have happened, the guy with whom I wanted a future with, he was not, no it was surely a dream, I'll probably ask Ben to fucking pinch me, and Ben held my hand," Do you",(he sounded nervous goddamn),"will you accept me?", I didn't need a moment, "Of course", I said maddeningly.I expected him to kiss me, but instead he did something better, he hugged me, and it was the embrace of my life, he was crying softly, and it was so romantic, and I was like what the fuck is happening to the world, this was supposed to be a dream, how the fuck did it become reality? I was softly caressing his hair and he took my other hand and as he was crying he kept saying, "I won't ever leave you, just promise me, Em, promise me that you'll always hold me tight."I knew I had to make a move before it all went bad so I kissed his forehead and I said," Baby I can never even think about giving you up.", and I took his head into my bosom, so romantic, awwww♥️.

Fast forward to four weeks of our relationship, we werr the talk of St Rezin High, the studious girl and the caring guy, it was a match made in heaven. One thing which we hadn't done yet was have sex, and I knew that we both were looking forward to it, we were searching for the ideal opportunity, and then it came, it was a holiday because it was the birthday of Gareth Goldblum, the founding father of our country. We went on a date and at night we went to a fancy restaurant, both of us had saved enough money for the occasion and it was enough to rent a room for two hours. After dinner Ben took me the room, ecstatic, he said, " We have been waiting for this moment forever" and I kissed his lips and said, "Let's do it baby".
We closed the door and started stripping, I got my top off and he was getting his shirt off, suddenly he stopped, he started shaking, I was scared, " Baby what has happened, is there a problem, do you want to drink some water or something?", he turned to me, and this was unlike the Ben I knew, we had kissed a lot, in the basement of my home, in the terrace of his, and other, nowhere had I seen this Ben, his eyes were bloodshot, eyes were not as sharp as they were, usually and his teeth were bared and he looked beyond violent, he spoke and every word just was spoken with incredible ferocity, "Bitch, this is going to be the last day of your life, I'm going to fuck you and your life.". He didn't give me a chance to react, he just ran forwards, stripped all of my clothes , tied my mouth with his tie, and thrust his manhood inside, not my vagina, but my ass. I protested, I couldn't speak, it was pain as I had never experienced, beyond imagination, I moaned through all of it tried to kick against him but he was just so, atrociously strong he just had my hands against the bed, forced tightly. All throughout, he was grinding his teeth," How does that feel now bitch, now that's what you fucking deserve, you deserve hell, you're just a piece of shit." I felt likeit went on for hours but actually it had gone on for twenty minutes, then suddenly his grip slackened, he made an eerie sound, and rolled on the floor, saliva dripping down his mouth and chin.

To Be Continued
© Dhritiman