Finding out you're pregnant can be one of the most joyous moments in a woman's life. But what if that joy is overshadowed by fear, uncertainty, and heartbreak? Imagine already being a mother, knowing the love and bond that comes with raising a child, only to find yourself pregnant again, this time with the man you believe is your true love.

But what if he doesn't want a baby? What if he's not ready to become a father, or worse, what if he doesn't see a future with you? Suddenly, the prospect of bringing a new life into the world becomes a daunting and overwhelming decision.

For the first time ever, you find yourself considering abortion. The thought of ending a pregnancy, of not giving this child a chance at life, goes against everything you believe in. You never thought you would be faced with this choice, especially with someone you love.

But love doesn't always conquer all. Sometimes, it's not enough to overcome differences, fears, and doubts. You're torn between your own desires, your partner's wishes, and the well-being of this unborn child.

You find yourself grappling with guilt, sadness, and confusion. You wonder if you're making the right decision, if you're being selfish or selfless. You question what it means to be a mother, to sacrifice for your children, to protect and nurture them at all costs.

In the end, you make a choice. Whether you choose to continue the pregnancy or to terminate it, know that you are not alone. Your feelings are valid, your struggles are real, and your heartache is understood.

Whatever path you take, remember that you are strong, you are capable, and you are deserving of love and support. And most importantly, know that you are not defined by this one decision. You are a mother, a woman, a human being with hopes, dreams, and a capacity for love that knows no bounds
© J.F Chapman-Butz