I am just not good enough,
I am never going to be enough,
The efforts I put are so unnoticed,
My failure is the only thing noticable about me.

Their words are correct and that's the problem,
They are right,
They are right that I am just not good enough.

I try and try and try,
Ignoring the feeling of breaking down and cry,
The way I want to drown in sorrow,
Never wake up to another tomorrow.

I am used to being the second choice,
I am so used to walk on pins and needles without making any noise.

I am just simply no one to be found,
My mere presence or absence won't even make a change or sound.

I am simply just not good enough,
I am always going to have a doubt in myself,
If I am ever going to be anyone else,
Someone who is enough,
A person who is good enough to get enough love.



© Prajakta