Inner void transformed into warmth expanding outside wrapping around body, feels like magic. Turning void into ice and then melting in tears and left behind a open sky with a glowing sun giving rays of warm warmth. So peaceful, so calm, so warm. Can't find that sun inside, the source of warm rays, but it should be around the beat of heart as with each beat it expands and holds around more stronger. What a warm morning !! Looking at the palms, it feels new. Walked towards mirror, grasped on reflection of whole body, "that's me". Reflection smiled "a beautiful me". It's my existence. The breath, the heartbeat, the body, it's whole me. Crossing the arms holding shoulders as a hug, "I love myself". Looking into reflection of eyes, found warmth of love. The void, then tears, then warmth and then transformed into love. Walked towards the balcony, each step tapped on ground expressing the gratefulness. Came into direct sunlight, inner warmth met to the warmth of outside, creat connection, the wholeness. Looking at sky, overwhelmed with the love inside, how lovely sky with white cotton like clouds. Observing the surrounding fell in love with each existence. It all exists and love it as it exists. Love own existence. Love the existence of this universe. Loving myself also don't need reason, i love as i exist. I as an aimless wanderer in silence feel the warmth and find the love, love for ownself, love for the path, love in silence, love for surroundings, love for journey, love for existence of all of it, love for existence of own.
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