We went from
"heyy" to "are you alright?" to "k" to "we meant nothing"
now you dont even look
and I could say I am fine
but it feels like yesterday
when we talked and bonded
the jokes I miss them too much
the fun, the love
it went so fast
I miss the time when we were friends
Little by little
it all went away
should have seen the signs
blinded by the light
your compliments now hurt me
your smile now breaks me
you seem so fine it confuses me
were we anything at all?
you told your friends that I am crazy
but as soon as you went away
I didnt force you to stay
then whats with the hate?
in the crowd with you
all I see is what we were to what we became to what we could have been
and none of my friendships last
I knew the problem was me
but you never had a reason to stay
or gave a reason to go away
now I am feeling guilty
you are an angel
for everyone
they keep talking about you like you're so perfect
all I want to do is cry
should have known its me
could have saved myself
would have kept thinking you are going to come around
so immature of me
but no one loves everyone
everyone just pretends
and the someone you love
will never love you back
its always going to be
we went from "everything" to "something"
and from "something" to "nothing"
aint it?


© ~notyourfavperson