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BLANK MIND UNWANTED SUICIDICAL THOUGHTS
#Acceptance
Before you walk,you need to crawl
before I woked
I had to saw,
pain in happiness
love in sorrow
before the rainbow
I shed some tears.


Than I walked in the endless fear
didn't had bruises but had some pain
saw the light,but was scared
will it be worth it,
hoping on another atmosphere
my 6 was right,but u saw 9.

chasing dreams but forgot nightmares
I had a smile to fake the cry
my courage dropped when u called me lost
I wasn't lost jst lacked some sleep
cause u were the one who didn't let me dream.

I learned to be strong,
even in the darkest nights
was I weak,i don't know
jst a simple rope in the ceiling fan though.

tried to fly but it hold me down
they were to weak to see me grow
tears rolling,a blade in the hand
yeah iam weak it told me Than.

in your endless screams I found laughs,
but still wasn't worth it for your laughs
I jst wanted a sweet smile,
instead got endless crys.


I screamed help in the dark
but the void was deep
and it didn't ended fast,
can u help oh dear friends
than I realized I had no friends.


my fake identity became my life
the real me is still lost in the darkest sides

Finnally accepted tht I can't be in the brightest side
but can still be the brightest in the dark side
don't always accept your faith you are the only one who can change it whenever u want
#Acceptence #lostme @writco #writco
#Acceptence

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