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A doubtful Constellation Of Continuation
i’ve been given the doubtful constellation
of what is
what has been
and what will be
i’ve been fed false promises
and given doubtful permission
to dream
and to hope
i censor my pain
for her
i censor anger
my rage
my agony
my despair
all for the hope of a woman
who couldn’t love me
not even on her best day
i hadn’t protected my heart from her
nor had i ever planned on doing so
she was guarded
she told me lies
that made me feel
something…
© Elizabeth Flynn
#suicidalbedroomeyes #suicidalideation #suicidaltendencies
of what is
what has been
and what will be
i’ve been fed false promises
and given doubtful permission
to dream
and to hope
i censor my pain
for her
i censor anger
my rage
my agony
my despair
all for the hope of a woman
who couldn’t love me
not even on her best day
i hadn’t protected my heart from her
nor had i ever planned on doing so
she was guarded
she told me lies
that made me feel
something…
© Elizabeth Flynn
#suicidalbedroomeyes #suicidalideation #suicidaltendencies
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