All I need is a goodbye that doesn't really hurt,
All I need is a heart without a cut!
All I want to say is I've tried so many ways; to make it right...
Even when I couldn't figure out how,
I did believe I can fix me!;
I needed to believe in myself; for just one more night!

Cause I am drowning! Yes, I am drowning...
I'm drowning with my dreams,
Someone, please tell me; it's gonna be okay. Save me from this place I'm in, Save me from this state I'll win.
I'll win it all. I promise I'll win it all.

I don't want to give up on myself
I don't want to be the reason I cry
I don't even know where to go
I don't even know how to move
I don't even know how it feels to be me anymore.

I keep looking at my picture from a distance,
I don't even know if I look like myself, today;
Every day I ask the same question, is this really you?
Everyone retells me, it's me.
I want to believe without being told.

I just want my thoughts to unfold;
Cause I've been drowning in my deeds
I don't know how to fix myself anymore;
I've tried so many ways
It didn't help. No, it never did help.

I used to write my thoughts down,
I thought that would help;
Always afraid of living with them;
I made myself believe writing it all down would help me forget the memories.
I needed to look at the piece to remember;
But no, the thoughts won't just go
They come to me when I despise myself,
And they let me love hating myself.

I need to believe in myself for just one more night. Just one more night. I need to believe I can get it right, just this one night. Just one more night.
© Dfonjah