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Inside The Mind Of A Mental Patient...
This anger deep inside me,
This downward spiral going nowhere slowly,
This dark abyss where my soul should be,
These tears I cry in my sleep,
This endless road and uphill climb is just sometimes way too steep,
The voices screaming in my head,
Every step feels like a mile,
I wish I could disappear instead

I can't sleep or even eat a decent meal,
I am dead inside,
I forgot how to feel,
Running in circles and finally crashing into a steel door,
I can't even find my will to live anymore,
Meds, therapy, meditation,
None of the above helps my situation,
Positive mindset and quotes,
They do not help,
So please save the speech,
Feeling tranquil and happy is something
Forever out of my reach
© Lolla Smith