Note : This poem is completely fictional 😛
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Beneath the stars lying in the bed ,
Repeating every words they said ,
Those words hit harder
than my fathers belt ,
Will they ever know how I felt !?

They said they understand how i felt ,
They said by listening
Me they did melt ,
But still those harsh words
They kept saying ,
And unwillingly their
Crazy orders i kept obeying ,

I'm just mad at myself For loving them ,
And at the end i was the one to blame ,
But still when they need me i did came , And I wonder how still they don't feel any shame !

Around everyone i'm the happiest one ,
But when i'm alone all the happiness is gone ,
"Help me!" silently i kept saying ,
In a hope to survive i kept praying.

I'm tired of trying , I'm tired of crying ,
About my feelings i'm tired of lying ,
I feel like now my only wish is to see me dying ,
Now all I feel like is like a broken tile ,
But all i can do is just ;
"Fake a smile"
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"It's funny and sad at the same time that the dream in which i'm dying is the best one"
(Don't know who written this quote but I felt this quote just matched my this poem 🤣)
Well try smiling from the heart 🖤😸

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