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Killed the younger-self
All of your words hurted me so bad ,
that I tried to change myself .
To be the perfect one in everyone's perspective I ,
I tried to be quiet ,
I tried to be by myself ,
I tried to be calm ,
I tried to be cold ,
I tried to be emotionless ,
I tried not to disturb them ,
I tried to ignore my feelings ,
I tried to explain,
I tried how to control emotions ,
I tried not to cry ,
I tried to learn how can I be cruel
I tried to kill all the feelings I had ,
I tried to starve myself ,
I tried to Die ,
I tried to end up everything ,
Trust me , I tried .
But the difference between something that I "tried" and something that "is" is huge .
But happily , I'm changed . Selfishness has taken over my heart .
🖤" I killed my younger self "🖤
I just can't save her anymore.
© _moonlight
that I tried to change myself .
To be the perfect one in everyone's perspective I ,
I tried to be quiet ,
I tried to be by myself ,
I tried to be calm ,
I tried to be cold ,
I tried to be emotionless ,
I tried not to disturb them ,
I tried to ignore my feelings ,
I tried to explain,
I tried how to control emotions ,
I tried not to cry ,
I tried to learn how can I be cruel
I tried to kill all the feelings I had ,
I tried to starve myself ,
I tried to Die ,
I tried to end up everything ,
Trust me , I tried .
But the difference between something that I "tried" and something that "is" is huge .
But happily , I'm changed . Selfishness has taken over my heart .
🖤" I killed my younger self "🖤
I just can't save her anymore.
© _moonlight
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