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what I am feeling?
it's melancholy ,dark inside my heart..
darker than the night sky outside my window!
the dogs bark n howl so do my demons
it's like some swamp engulfing my happiness!
I'm going insane more often!
talkin more senseless shit...
every morning I had a beautiful smile on my lips
now I write it as 'had' becuz it's lost..
now I only see my scars
that I am gifted after fighting myself , more of pain and anger that is where I dwell in..
I didn't express that thing bcz I was unsure, of it
the last time I was unsure they told it was love
if that was love it was just pain gifted to me
well I'm not writing further
lemme finish this one when I feel like
all my feelings will be expressed soon!
© weirdope
darker than the night sky outside my window!
the dogs bark n howl so do my demons
it's like some swamp engulfing my happiness!
I'm going insane more often!
talkin more senseless shit...
every morning I had a beautiful smile on my lips
now I write it as 'had' becuz it's lost..
now I only see my scars
that I am gifted after fighting myself , more of pain and anger that is where I dwell in..
I didn't express that thing bcz I was unsure, of it
the last time I was unsure they told it was love
if that was love it was just pain gifted to me
well I'm not writing further
lemme finish this one when I feel like
all my feelings will be expressed soon!
© weirdope
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