i see my world through someone else’s eyes
or maybe there’s two of me
and i just don’t know
there’s the one i’m looking at through my eyes
and the one who’s body i’m in
maybe this isn’t even my dream
maybe it’s hers
maybe in her dream
there’s two of me
like a sick sexual fantasy
and those two versions of me
want nothing more than to be at her mercy
maybe this is her dream
and in her dream
she can have sex with two of me
at any time she wants
maybe this is her dream
and in her dream
i am nothing more than an object of pleasure
maybe this isn’t a dream at all
not mine nor hers
and this is entirely what she believes
maybe to her i’m only around to fulfill whatever desire she has that particular day
and perhaps this is actually my dream
and there’s two of me
and one of the versions of myself
is just a horny bitch all of the time
it’s entirely possible it isn’t a dream for anyone
maybe this was a nightmare
or maybe it’s just my reality
because i looked her in the eyes
while she fucked me
and to be quite honest
those eyes looked at me like they hated me.

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