I've been suicidal & angry & feeling stressed
ignoring these feelings I've tried to repress
you weren't there when I would cry at night
with so much anger, I'm not feeling just right.
So much anger I have that's deep in my soul
to be honest with you, it's been taking its toll
the years of abuse that I was forced to deny
you can see the anger that's deep in my eyes.
I've been sick and tired and angry and weak
I can still see the tears rolling down my cheek
the amount of anger that's deep in my heart
to be honest with you, I've been falling apart.
My body & soul have been feeling depressed
deep down inside, I know I'm being stressed
I've been angry and tired and bitter and weak
I looked at the devil and I couldn't even speak.




© Josiah Bhola Hillaire