You're not alone
Just disconnected
By your own fears
To be accepted
A misanthrope
Cold
Like a mistletoe
No kisses though
Thin like whispers
Cold
Like Christmas snow

The moon shines eclipsed
By the pretty grey clouds
But what matters
The moonlight
Or the shine that bounce of the grey clouds
As the city sleeps
No sound
Just hounds
Howling
For a prey
Never found
Never felt
Never thought
Never dreamt
But you sought
The anxiety
As the last cigarette died and decayed
Never prayed
But wished
Somebody stayed.

I wanna see the world
But I hate when I'm not at home
I like being lonely
But I hate it when I'm all alone

My miss yous are misused
Even when im not
Feel like im with you
Only kiss and tell when i kiss you
These words got no reason
To hurt but they bleed through
The clots its a deep wound
My thoughts still in pre school
So childish
But you liked it
Was charming
Now fight it
Say urs Alarming
Like sirens
That go
Yet you feel alone.