No-
Painting,
Your face,
Isn't enough.

It never was.

I want to feel you-

I want to see you.

My eyes burn,
There is no relief,
Without the look on your face,
The way your smile-

Inevitable.
I knew,
From the moment,
You stepped in front of me.

I couldn't,
Tear my gaze,
Away from your,
Calling presence.

Drug,
Like drugs,
Your love,
I need it.

Nothing else,
Compares to it.

Night.
No, I wished,
We ran away,
That day.

The wind,
In my hair.
Your body,
So close to me.

Your scent,
On my clothes.
Your touch,
On my skin.

Hypnotic,
Reminisce.
Your presence,
I cannot think of anything else.

I wish,
I could live that day again.
Over and over,
Till it kills me.

Engraved.
Favoritism,
Isn't in me,
But I guess. (you're my favorite)

I envy.
My life envies,
That day,
I hate that it ended.

And I knew,
From the moment I first saw you,
Heard you. I knew,
You'd be a disease.

Growing,
Deep in me,
Corrupting me,
Dear rune.

I know nothing else,
Of you,
I know nothing at all.

But the fact,
I hate life,
Without you.

December,
Time doesn't seem to move.
I live in that cold night,
Of december.

I cannot live anywhere else.

Miles,
Fucking miles.
I detest the earth,
And it's distance.

Far away.
Would it be different,
If we weren't so far away,
Or am I a fool?

You even warned me.
"Don't try this."

But I felt my heart kick.
Inevitable,
It was meant to be.

© Truly12