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My Leocadia
i told myself
that next time
i wasn’t going to beg you to stay
i lied
i pleaded with you not to leave me behind
i don’t know why i act this way
when it comes to you
i just don’t see myself having a life without you
i don’t see a world where you aren’t with me
i don’t see a future if your not beside me
i want to die
i really fucking want to
but i have held off on my urge to hurt
just hoping it’ll make me lovable for you.
© Elizabeth Flynn
that next time
i wasn’t going to beg you to stay
i lied
i pleaded with you not to leave me behind
i don’t know why i act this way
when it comes to you
i just don’t see myself having a life without you
i don’t see a world where you aren’t with me
i don’t see a future if your not beside me
i want to die
i really fucking want to
but i have held off on my urge to hurt
just hoping it’ll make me lovable for you.
© Elizabeth Flynn
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