And your voice,
I remember,
Like a lullaby.


The only difference,
Time has showed me,
We were holding on,
Now we let go.

The panic,
And blackness,
Settling in.
"Won't you fight for me?"

"It isn't what I wanted"

We were holding on,
Now we're letting go.

"It wasn't enough
I wasn't happy"



I feel helpless.

As a body,
Without a soul.

A corpse,
Without a Lover.

I feel helpless.

Without you,
In my life.

As if,
I only lived for those moments,
That you paint for me,
With your colors.

[Your love's
In different hues]

And I had a bad feeling,
Deep down,
About all this,
I felt it in my bones-

My world,
Is going to die again.

She,
Is going to,
Die again.

You've left your Lover,
A corpse again.

She will want to die again.

"Go on"
She would wish to say.
"Live your life"
"Be happy"

But her heart cries.
"Don't leave me"
"Don't leave me"
"I know you"
"You know me"
"I can't move on
With these seasons"
"Don't leave me"
"Don't leave me"


And I cry with her,
She's the girl,
I can't see clear,
In the mirror.

I wasn't enough,
To sate you.

For your existence,
Satisfied,
The reason,
For mine.

But I wasn't enough,
To sate you.

You say,
"I'm sorry
I'm sorry
For all the abuse"

Looks of pity.

"I'm sorry
I ruined your outlook on life"

How could I say,
And face you the same.

How could I tell you,
You didn't ruin,
My outlook on life.
[You've become it.]

Even my eyes,
Are not mine,
[I look through your iris.]


My skin isn't mine,
No my skin isn't-
It can't be-
I can't be-


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